I really don’t know why I’m so upset about this since I didn’t like you for the longest time but I just feel so shitty about this. You can’t kiss me, tell me I’m beautiful, make me feel special just to ignore me and act as if I don’t exist. It makes no sense and it just leaves me to think about it all and wish it never happened. Why did I let myself believe what you said to me? You were drunk and it clearly meant nothing as you have explicitly shown me this past week. You suck boys suck, I don’t wanna feel used anymore.